No News Really IS Good News!

Well, I kind of made today the "cut off" date to hear if we were picked for the adoption placement we submitted for.  As there has been no calls or emails (or texts or airplane banners or carrier pigeons...you get the idea!) I am going to say that we did not get picked.  I have run the gauntlet of emotions this week for so many reasons and I think I am finally at the acceptance stage.  Which is good considering this is the "deadline" date!  :) 

I expected to feel fully and completely disappointed if we reached today with no calls (or other sundry of communication techniques - see above!) and here we are and here I am feeling ok afterall.  I don't know what plan God has for us in continuing to grow our family, but I am actually excited to see what He has in store!  I am still anxious about not being in control, but I am honestly just looking forward to what He is going to do - whatever that may be!  He gave us Gabriel and Alex - there really isn't a lot more that could top that!  :)  (I mean really, have you seen my boys???  They are pretty stinking adorable!) 

So if He plans to exapnd our family even more then I can't even begin to imagine how awesome what He has in store for us will be! 

So here is to another wonderful day with my AMAZING family and for whatever God has in store for us - BRING IT ON!  :)  Much love and God Bless!